Hebrews 4:12 For the word of God is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart.
Your story and testimony are yours and yours only. Our story changes all the time with all the different things that happen to us. You're not perfect and it could be a small thing or a big thing that takes you away from your path with God. It could be a negative word someone spoke over you, a change in your circle of friends, or maybe a death of someone close to you. You can have a good heart and try to be a good person, but be careful... Some people treat you like you're stupid and try to take advantage of goodness. Rest knowing whatever you problems are, God is battling them so you can rest and have peace. Just remember, God is restoring you when you think he is just ignoring you. No matter how alone you think you are, God is only a prayer away.
Psalm 51:12 Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit to sustain me.
1 Thessalonians 5:11 Therefore encourage one another and build each other up, just as in fact you are doing.
We all have a story and testimony where God stepped in and changed you for the better. Prayer and boldness are the only thing between who you are and who you want to become. Don't let anyone take that away from you. Don't hold back. Tell your story. It could change someone's life. When you get out of your comfort zone, know that progress will be made. Pray for peace. Pray for comfort. Pray for rest. Pray for God to restore your soul. God loves you and is just waiting on you to come to him. Just know, with God as your focus, all difficult roads can lead to a beautiful destination.
1 Peter 5:10 And the God of grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm, and steadfast.